Five years ago, on February 14, 2010 I had the bottom two
lobes of my right lung removed due to lung cancer. I was blessed with an
amazing, compassionate and competent thoracic surgeon named Carolyn E. Reed,
M.D. I say this with confidence; because
she was the doctor I went to for a second opinion. If I had listened to the
first surgeon I consulted with, then I would have ended up with an unnecessary
removal of the entire right side of my lung. Due to Dr. Reed’s vast experience
and surgical skills, the top right lobe was sparred during surgery.
I remember meeting her for the first time and how she
instantly made me feel as ease. I’d been diagnosed with lung cancer only weeks
before. After ten years of being mistakenly treated for adult onset asthma, I was confused
as to how I'd been misdiagnosed for so many years by so many doctors. I was
one of those people who never smoked yet somehow had lung cancer. I
remember her telling me after numerous tests had been completed that, “If you’re
going to have cancer, then this is the one you want to have.” What she meant by
this was that the cancer was very slow growing. It was like a jawbreaker
sitting in my bronchial tube and had been slowly growing over the years until
it became large enough to block all oxygen to my middle two lobes, which then
caused the bottom lobe to collapse.
My husband worked in the medical field (to include the O.R.)
for over fourteen years and told me that he had rarely seen a doctor so
knowledgeable, patient and compassionate. Before going into surgery, there was
hope that the tumor could be removed without doing a full thoracotomy, meaning
cutting into my side and opening the ribs. On the way to pathology, Dr. Reed saw
my husband waiting. My husband is paralyzed and experiences severe muscle spasms
when he gets upset. When my husband saw her, he had a spasm that knocked his
phone out of his hands and it then skidded across the floor. She stopped to
pick it up and then paused to speak with him. She took the time to draw a
diagram on a napkin he had, and explained exactly what she had found and why
she wasn’t able to remove the tumor using laparoscopic methods. She was able to
spare the top lobe, which we weren’t sure was possible. Unlike many surgeons,
after sending a tissue sample down to pathology to find out if there was a
clear margin, she personally walked down during surgery (instead of taking the
pathologist’s word) to see for herself. That extra step is something she did to
ensure that her patients had the best chance for recovery possible. As a
survivor, I think that makes her exceptional.
I remember going to see Dr. Reed for follow-up appointments,
of which I had many in the first two years, and she always took the time to
talk with me and my husband. She would patiently answer questions or concerns
that I had and even made time to briefly chit chat. Not many doctors make time
for that anymore and it’s something that I feel made her stand out from any
other doctor I had encountered previously. She made me feel valued as a person
and her patient. I even asked if I could take a picture of her and me along
with Maggie McClain, ANP-C. She said
yes and I still have that photo to remind of what I survived. Dr. Reed understood great
“bedside manner."
On February 14th of this year, while doing
strength training and cardio at the gym, I took time to reflect on the past
five years post-surgery. I marveled at the capacity of the human body to
compensate for something as significant as losing two of the five lobes that
make up our lungs. Although I get a little winded and my heart pounds a little
harder when running faster than 5.5 mph, the fact that I can run that fast is
astounding! It’s at those times that I am reminded to back off a little and
respect what my body has survived. I am forever in gratitude to Dr. Carolyn
Reed and her exceptional staff at MUSC.
I sat down today with the intent of writing a thank you
letter to Dr. Reed. I went online to look up the address for MUSC, where she
practiced, and couldn’t find her name on the staff listing. I was confused. I
remembered that she had problems with her hip and had to walk with a cane, so
my first instinct was that maybe she had retired. So I then did a Google search
and that’s when I saw her name and photo.
Now instead of writing a thank you letter, I am writing a
piece in honor of her. It is with great sadness and surprise today that I
discovered that she passed away three years ago in 2012. What I found online
was her obituary. That means that she passed away shortly after I stopped going
to see her for follow-ups, because we moved to Texas. I dug through my medical files
and pulled out the photo. She is standing on my right with her short brown
hair, glasses and a big smile on her narrow face. On my other side is Maggie,
whom I hope followed in Dr. Reed’s footsteps. Maybe I’m too emotional, but I actually cried
for a moment, because Dr. Reed had that kind of impact on me. My husband said
this about her, “Every time I lose faith in doctors, I think of her.”
Today, when I run at the gym, I will run with Dr. Carolyn E.
Reed in my memory and heart.
This is a beautiful story Karen. It brought tears to my eyes. You are a blessing to others and that doctor was a blessing to you.
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